I have Hawaiian in my veins & the 808 always in my heart. Born & raised footprints away from the water, my heart will always remain lost at sea. I spend days at the beach thinking...and from there... Sometimes when I think so much about one thing, it becomes some sort of an abstraction creating more thoughts with more solutions then one can imagine. Usually I engage in such deep thinking that I am always on a quest to find the perfect answer, when in reality there is no exact answer to life’s thoughts. It’s the gift of being able to dream that makes life interesting. Everything that we have been through and every lesson we have learned along the way is what makes our dreams grow. We sleep to dream. We envision certain things that we can’t see with our eyes open because we are blinded from influences other then our own. The bigger we dream and the closer we get to each dream the more we realize how the quest to find the perfect answer to our thought’s is rockier then we had thought. When we search for our dreams we are rewarded just as much as we suffer. I learned that God isn’t waiting for me to do something big in my life. God instead is watching every little thing I do. I've learned that it's the little things on the daily that make life beautiful and meaningful. It is the little things that make up our lives. It is the things that we appreciate more as we grow older and we put and find our love. I am writing my own story from thoughts to dreams and eventually reality. You learn to live reality and one day reality will be better then your dreams. I've learned that you never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. Without certain people in my life, I wouldn't be able to be where I'm at today. I've grown through many experiences, but I think the worst ones are the ones I have benefited from.KahealaniHonda.

You Make Me SMILE. Despite The MILES.

i miss you. what i want, is so far away. i know you may be out of sight but you have definately not left my mind since i left LA. it's not easy. i'm getting that gut feeling right now just by writing this cause all i wanna do is be with you. they say absence makes the heart grow fonder, but i think i'm going insane! i miss watching movies with you, eating fruity pebbles, driving me crazy, going on food runs, teasing me, and giving me a hard time about everything. lol but we've made it 1/3rd of the way, and i know that when i get to see you again this distance will all be worth it in the end soo whether you think i am or i aint... i'm not giving up that easy. i'm learning that you don't have to see someone everyday to be in love. I've seen you almost everyday for the past 9 months, and so far it's been a straight month without seeing you. At first it was difficult, but day by day my maturity in handling a long distance relationship has grown and despite the miles simple phone calls and texts are able to carry me through this distance on a daily basis. i appreciate you staying up to wait for me just to talk on the phone every night.  the days i end work at 12 am you're up and willing to stay up to talk to me until it's 6am there. :) distance really tests how much trust and honestly two people can have for each other, because when one fails the whole relationship falls apart as well. before i go to bed every night the simplest thing like saying a prayer with you, holds me together. a man who is close to god, reflects how he acts and what he does. that is just one way i know what kind of man you are. from taking care of your sisters and your mom to spending alot of time with your family is just another smiple thing that shows me the kind of man i want to be with. it's crazy how much of a story we've already written together, but it also seems like everything is still brand new. everyday is so unpredictable, just like the day we met, hated each other, became good friends, and then one day became lovers. i don't know what will happen tomorrow... or the next... or a few years from now, but i know right at this moment whatver we have, whatever this is... i hope we see the future together.

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  1. AnonymousFebruary 4, 2012 at 2:56 AM

    JIM <3
    He had blue eyes and blonde hair, he drove me crazy with that stare.

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