I have Hawaiian in my veins & the 808 always in my heart. Born & raised footprints away from the water, my heart will always remain lost at sea. I spend days at the beach thinking...and from there... Sometimes when I think so much about one thing, it becomes some sort of an abstraction creating more thoughts with more solutions then one can imagine. Usually I engage in such deep thinking that I am always on a quest to find the perfect answer, when in reality there is no exact answer to life’s thoughts. It’s the gift of being able to dream that makes life interesting. Everything that we have been through and every lesson we have learned along the way is what makes our dreams grow. We sleep to dream. We envision certain things that we can’t see with our eyes open because we are blinded from influences other then our own. The bigger we dream and the closer we get to each dream the more we realize how the quest to find the perfect answer to our thought’s is rockier then we had thought. When we search for our dreams we are rewarded just as much as we suffer. I learned that God isn’t waiting for me to do something big in my life. God instead is watching every little thing I do. I've learned that it's the little things on the daily that make life beautiful and meaningful. It is the little things that make up our lives. It is the things that we appreciate more as we grow older and we put and find our love. I am writing my own story from thoughts to dreams and eventually reality. You learn to live reality and one day reality will be better then your dreams. I've learned that you never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. Without certain people in my life, I wouldn't be able to be where I'm at today. I've grown through many experiences, but I think the worst ones are the ones I have benefited from.KahealaniHonda.

Fellahs You Should Read This...(don't let this be you)

  • Boy: I broke up with her.
  • His Best Friend: What happened?
  • Boy: She’s just too much for me.
  • His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
  • Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
  • His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
  • Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
  • His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
  • Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
  • His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
  • Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
  • His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
  • Boy: Well, she..
  • His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
  • Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
  • His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

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